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[02 Sep 2005|12:24am] |
umm i have a new livejournal </h2>
bc this one pissed me off. ♥
Sooo Don't forget to add jessakuhh to your friends list
go to this link for my new onee :
www.livejournal.com/users/jessakuhh
thanks ♥
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[30 Aug 2005|12:26am] |
hold back No matter how much it hurts. Its For the Best.
x/3
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[25 Aug 2005|11:04am] |
on about 4 hours of sleep....
ortho then MALL! woo!
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[23 Aug 2005|12:56am] |
okay lol
this will b a very long entery
bc i have much to say.
ways to tell if a guy is playing you:
number one- they tell you they like you but arent looking for a relationship.
numvber two- they tell you they want to hook up.
number three- when you tell them you dont want to go too far, they say "well, maybe we should"
number four- he has told the same words to a few other girls.
number five- he denies it.
number six- he stops talking to you the next day.
there you go. everyone needs to know that you cant always trust guys wen they say they like you, bc chances are they dont, or else they wud have done sumthing bout it.
more to add to that list, this is very detailed which is why its not on there. but pretty much, they tell u they like you. and then they stop tlaking to you for about a month. then one day they randomly want 2 hook up.
YOU ARE BEING USED.
most girls dont notice that.
dont b stupid, bc if u dont know, u end up hurt.
and its a lot easier wen you know its coming, like i did.
and i predicted how this entire thing wud end up.
and guess what.
i was rite =]
ok, ending the guys section for today =]
today i went to ardens w\ hilary =] which waass awesoome. i bought new ringtones for my cell =]] yay lol. now im home, burning cds makin food and feeling sorry for myself bc im just in that kinda mood. not exactly feeling sorry for MYSELF, but feeling sorry for everyone.
bc pretty mcuh no1 needs to b treated the way they are. n people take soo much out on others, its crazy. i mean, im sure if we didnt take our shit on other ppl, we'd all end up dead by now bc its so hard sumtimes staying calm wen ur under so much stress, but thats not wut im talking bout at all.. im talking about how people do the same things every single day..
treating ppl like they are notthing. n im sorry but like, being the one treated lke that, and watching ur friends be treated like that really really hurts. and im sure no1 will ever understand that, but it sucks.
im not upset at all, bc i was expecting all this. im not stupid, i know guys and how they act. trust me they are not hard to figure out. they want sex. not relationships. of course there are a few exceptions to that, so dont get offensive bc there are a lot of awesome guys i know.
anywaysssss, musics awesome..
i dont blame u if you didnt read this entery, i woudlnt have.
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[21 Aug 2005|11:02pm] |
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i've come so far tonite ♥
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| ovettiredness but awakeness allatthesametime |
[21 Aug 2005|09:01am] |
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heyheyheyheyheyheyheyheyheyheyheyheyheyheyheyheyheyhey
its now 9:01.. i woke up at like, 5 am heh bc i went to bed soo early like a good girl :]
now im like, listening 2 music n stuff and downloading all the best shit bc thats awesome 2 do.
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hmm guess wut school starts in like 2 weeks i think? maybe less, who even knows. summers goin by way too fast.
alrite, enuff talk bout school.
i swear i wont mention it till it gets at least a week closer :]
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jessa=bored
if u cudnt already tell.
getttt iiittt outtaaa controoll :]
haha wow wut the hell am i even talkin bout?
...i wish i knew? k. lol.
i watched my best friends wedding that movies the shit seriously im inlovewithit bc i havent seen it since i wuz a lil girl like a loong time ago w\ rhi but noow i saw it again so im like yay that movies awesome and listen to me ramble on bout a movie?
thats wen u kno im filling my livejournal with pointless shit and the word shit and yeah.
oki, :]
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[20 Aug 2005|02:16pm] |
if you ever said you
missed me, then
dont say you never
fuckin lied♥
you'll b alrite tonite.
..<3..
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[18 Aug 2005|02:42am] |
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just breath♥
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[16 Aug 2005|10:08pm] |
woooowwwwwwwwwwww
people are un-believable.
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[16 Aug 2005|03:06pm] |
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friends are fucking over-rated.
thats all i have 2 say for now.
♥
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[15 Aug 2005|05:42pm] |
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ok so i've been thinking a hell of a lot latley.
and one thing that I need to make clear is how annoying it is, having someone i care about so much, and all they do is see the bad in me.
Im Sorry...
but im tired of apologizing. I dont know what goes on in peoples heads, for them to think that always being negative and putting someone down will ever make them feel good about themselves.
sometimes i just want 2 have fun
and be in a good mood, without having someone remind me of everything ive done rong in the past and everything im going to be doing rong. no. sorry.
i dont think thats good for anyone
to be constantly yelled at and constantly put down.. bc after awhile you start agreeing and then just feel completley bad about yourself.
whats the point?
if someone is too shallow to like you for who you are, then fuck them. who needs people like that in ur life anyways? =]]
im sure your all sick of my venting almost everday, but i need it.
thanks♥ lyl
I dont care if you dont♥<---brokn
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| i want to try that too |
[15 Aug 2005|03:24am] |
yeah so this coming week is going to b very busy :] thats how i like it. heh. today something with kelly, tomarrow is something with rachel and bianca, wednesday is something with alex, thursday maybe something with riya :]]!!! bc i love her to death.
heres sum random lyrics bc im awesome like that.
So won't you move me like you used to
I want the world to know I burn for you
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I need a getaway car, I gotta get out of here fast and far
I need a getaway car, I wanna flea what I see,
wanna be where you are
♥jess
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[12 Aug 2005|07:15pm] |
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omggg errrrr
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| byebye blonde |
[10 Aug 2005|02:48pm] |
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i am about
to pick up jess
and go to the hair salon
to dye my hair brown.
this will b interesting,
it always is.
♥
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[09 Aug 2005|04:23pm] |
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riya made my sexy bakground =]] ♥♥♥♥ i love her.
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[08 Aug 2005|06:35pm] |
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crazy crazy nite last nite w\ tessa n jill♥♥♥♥
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[07 Aug 2005|01:36am] |
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im so sick of dealing with this shit. ♥♥♥♥
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[05 Aug 2005|12:46am] |
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i wish i new wut i wuz talking about. im so sick of this bullshit. its funny how certain people tell me they like me, and that they want me to be there girlfriend, and then they fuck it up. i seriously dont understand At ALL. im soooo confused rite now, u dont even know. i thoguht that wen this time came everything wud b awesome, n now its here, n everythins screwed up. depression really needs to go away, bc things wud b fine rite now if it wuznt for that. i just dont kno wut 2do ne more.
i give up on love.
tomarrow i am hanging out w\ tessa. which will b awesome.
k bye♥
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